31/1/2016

hari ni qiesya dah masuk 8bulan, corrected age 7bulan..apa tu corrected age? sbb qiesya dilahirkan preemie so she has two ages, umur sbnr dia adalah 7bln sbb she was born 34 weeks..and her development pon kna follow her corrected age which is 7months.

Last month she dh started meniarap, and we are happy..ank syurga mama, pandai dan cepat belajar. tak lama lagi kita dah nak balik kampung lama2 tggl papa sesorang ya. Biar dia kerja kat sini, mama nak balik umah mama tok qiesya. bosan lah dok utara ni,xde apa pon.

qiesya...mama klu blh hari3 nk update blog tp mama sbuk ngn biz online mama, nk jaga adik lg,mlm ni mama plan nk buat kek..adik dok elok2 ya..nk buat kek papa nak mkn..nk kmas baju lagi nak balik tp mama xkurus2 pon haha sbb papa jaga baik sgt..

nt ada masa leh la update lagi..nak buat kek

WARKAH MAMA

kembali ngn status mama..

lately things turned upside down..some are sad, more to happiest moments for us..last year, end of Nov my husband was given Warning Letter for his co worker's mistakes. He startled and started to giving up upon our bonus, deep inside he still pray for our 10k bonus this year. 

however, the bosses seems like to know he's gonna quit his job soon so they started to give harsh and critical tasks so that he couldnt handle the pressure. one of them have made him fell down by cutting off his 10k..He went home dat day,not eating, not talking to me,his wife. what a heart breaking news and should i call this 'penganiayaan' plg kejam yg plg berat i trima..

Me? How did i responded to the news? I pray that time..at my end of sujud i asked from GOD, jika tertulis itu bkn rezeki kami, kami Redha ya Allah..ambillah rm10k itu jka bkn hak kami..jika suamiku bersalah, kami redha dgn ujianMU..jika kami tidak berslah,demi Allah,KAMU yg mcipta sekalian Alam, akan aku tuntut hak suami dan anakku di Padang Mahsyar..kita jumpa di sana..Berilah kami berits gembira lbh dr ini Ya Allah, tambahkan kekuatan dan keimanan kami sejajar dgn ujianMU..jgn jadikan kami alpa setiap kli KAU bertindak.. 

Ya,duit tu utk terapi Qiesya sbnrnya..for her,everytg is for her. after that,mcm dpt kekuatan I  cried and  cried in front of him..i feels really2 sad, more to blame the bosses for making him that way. what should we do now Pa? He looks doomed and frustrated. he refuses to go for work that day.

you..have i ever mentionedd to the readers that mother's prayer and dua'aa will always be heard? one day i whispered to my daughter, hai syg..ank syurgaku..papa is very sad and bloomed now, please pray for him..you know the bosses have taken his bonus, the bonus that should be your RIGHT..your right to get proper medication,proper therapy..doakan papa syg,doakan mama..doakan kita kuat..mama xmaafkan dunia akhirat apa yg orang buat dkt adik dan papa..adik doakan org tu trima nsb yg lg truk,bkn hari ni..myb akn dtg..mama xdendam,mama geram dorg amik HAK adik..adik doa papa dapat kerja lain..Adik slalu doa utk mama dan papa..adik kekuatan kami berdua..biar adik xsempurna, adik tetap sempurna di hati mama..

mase ni aku nges semahunya..tp lupakan kisah lepas..wlupn bru past 4-5 days ago, Allah has granted our prayer or should i say my anak syurga prayer..My Husband dh lulus interview, waiting for offer letter soon this coming April. kita akn tgglkn bumi kedah ni forever, mama akn jaga adik lepas ni ngn papa..wlupon papa xde pasni ngn kte,mama akan kuat utk adik..

trima ksh anak mama sbb slalu doakan yg baik2 utk mama dan papa..mama percaya adik adalah anugerah Allah yg plg ajaib pnh mama dpt,stiap apa yg blaku d sblk yg sedih Allah dtgkan eternity happiness for us..semoga kita akn trus kuat, adik adalah kekuatan mama..

I Love You Qiesya Adreena
Thanks for being so well all this while, We love you more than anytg else in this world.